The nice thing about not driving and owning a Blackberry is that it's a great combo to post to LiveJournal from a train...
Headed down to Fullerton for several things. The bi monthly Womens Book Club is today. Then Kevin and I need to get a wedding gift for his cousin's wedding plus me hunt up another dress to wear more than likely (I rarely wear them as is). The main thing I don't look forward to there is getting bombarded with have-you-set-the-date questions.
To which the answer is no. While I've more than recovered from the backslide I experienced last year, Kevin's no better off. And he doesn't just want to leech off me and I respect that. End result though is after over six months of engagement, we're stuck due to his lack of employment.
I know it's the same struggle that's been going on the whole eleven (closer to twelve) years we've been together. Kevin really is working on it, and recently trying even braver tactics than before.
We're hanging in there, though, though it's not always been easy or without stress. But I know after the experiences I've had before, Kevin is a treasure in the ways it matters most.
In the meantime, I stay very busy at my job. I try not to get too stressed or frazzled, but I love what I do and the people I'm with. I never dread going to work, and can truly say I love what I do.
Even managing to read and write some, but sleep is suffering some for it...
Headed down to Fullerton for several things. The bi monthly Womens Book Club is today. Then Kevin and I need to get a wedding gift for his cousin's wedding plus me hunt up another dress to wear more than likely (I rarely wear them as is). The main thing I don't look forward to there is getting bombarded with have-you-set-the-date questions.
To which the answer is no. While I've more than recovered from the backslide I experienced last year, Kevin's no better off. And he doesn't just want to leech off me and I respect that. End result though is after over six months of engagement, we're stuck due to his lack of employment.
I know it's the same struggle that's been going on the whole eleven (closer to twelve) years we've been together. Kevin really is working on it, and recently trying even braver tactics than before.
We're hanging in there, though, though it's not always been easy or without stress. But I know after the experiences I've had before, Kevin is a treasure in the ways it matters most.
In the meantime, I stay very busy at my job. I try not to get too stressed or frazzled, but I love what I do and the people I'm with. I never dread going to work, and can truly say I love what I do.
Even managing to read and write some, but sleep is suffering some for it...